Diamonds (Diamantes)

I want Diamonds. Indeed we all are, we just need to remember. Because sometimes we just forget the most important thing in life, Who we are. There are people Who think are, and those Who think are not. It’s just a point of view.

I want fairy tales. Indeed that’s all our lives are about. We just need to remember. Remember is not an easy path to choose. It takes time, patience and faith, that together leads us to dreams coming true.

I don’t believe in destiny, except the one you and God create together. No matter how hard God wishes what is good and enchanted for you, if you keep wanting what it’s not, that’s what you will get. It’s not a secret. It’s a puzzle. You have to reveal it, put the pieces together. To make it clear in your mind, soul and body. You have to become what you want for you, even what you want is sucess, love, money, respect, you always getting what you want. Stop wanting, try experiencing more.

If you want a miracle, stop wanting it. Be the miracle for someone. Suddenly you realize you already are a miracle, so why would you need to want one. Wanting things only drives you the wanting, what is the exactly opposite of what you really need.

Fair enough. I see and realize you want miracles, whatever the miracles may sound, smell, taste and look to you. Do the right thing ,just start doing it by now. Stop wanting miracles and begin to be one. It’s a puzzle. As I also have told you before. But the answer is simple. Creating things is a human condition for being alive. When you choose not to, you are breaking one of God’s will, which is exactly your will. Imagine, what you want for you is what God wants for you. The path you choose is the path God and you created right now.

I am the fairy tale and the diamond . I am the dream coming true, the miracle happenning at this exactly moment. Because my choice now changed from wanting, to experiencing.
Once experienced things, we know we are all we need. And that life is a miracle at this exactly moment, created by you, and God for a higher meaning and some ultimate truth.
Do not dare to want butterflies, just take care of your garden, they will come and go, but they will always come back, and that’s because you remembered Who you are, Who you really are.

Embrace every circumstance, own every fault, share every joy and contemplate every mistery. Misteries are divine intervention in your life, because you choose to experience it. Be a miracle to everyone Who enters your life and be carefull not to enter another’s life if you can’t be a gift.

Later...

I don't believe in fairies

Remember: Every time a child says, "I don't believe in fairies," there is a fairy somewhere that falls down dead.

James Matthew Barrie, Peter Pan

Banshee

Banshee is an irish fairy.

She has golden hair and glowing hazel eyes.

She collects dreams.

She put them all in boxes.

When you wish she listens, blows and whispers, wishing to spread magic dust all around.

She has a thousand boxes, full of dreams.

All day, she works and prays, but Banshee can’t just control fate.

Sometimes she opens all boxes. All dreams run to fate.

Hey, could that be your Lucky Day?

I closed the door

I closed the door. Do you have the key?

Silence, come on in, speak the words I want to hear. It is hopeless, sad and confusing now. Nothing makes sense. It did once. It always worked for you and me. Help me to always listen and hear when you call.

Hi Love, come on in, speak the words I want to hear. It’s calm and cold now. It was hot and soft. You are the only one that understands, even when it makes no sense. Tell the silence to believe, and wait.

Hi Faith, come on in, speak the words I want to hear. Trust in me and feel safe. Be there when I am gone.

The Soul Speaks

The soul speaks to you in feelings. Listen to your feelings. Follow them, honor your feelings.

Your feelings will never get you into trouble, because your feelings are your truth. Feelings are the language of the soul. And your soul is your truth. Negativity is never a sign of ultimate truth, even if it seems like your truth at the moment. You have all Said things, ugly things, only to discover that, once having been Said they no longer feel true. Feelings can be tricky.

They the language of the soul, but you must make sure you are listenning to your true feelings and not some conterfeit model constructed in your mind. Be in the moment. Remember, you send yourself this moment as a gift. The moment contained the seed of a tremendous truth. It’s a truth you wished to remember.

Ask and you shall receive. Seek and you shall find. Knock and it shall be opened unto you.

No man is an island

Good morning diary,

I think before starting to write about other subjects , it’s better to tell you a little bit about me.

As you might have heard in my previous post, my name is Carla, I am 30 years old and I live in Neverland, where there are no permanent addresses, I could be in Brazil, in my magic room or flying over Big Ben all night long when Peter invites me, I could be baking chocolate cakes or spreading some hope and magic around.

It’s just a lot easier to talk about other subjects then ourselves. Because when we try to describe ourselves we need to go deep into our souls and face our inner fears and feelings. When we start, we might discover some secrets hidden in the bottom of our hearts, and some dreams that never come true, but we wish they did. It’s not easy to face the truth, It’s not magical sometimes.

The thing is we can’t lose Faith, in our beliefs, in our secrets and hopes. No man is an island, or so I heard, we can be on the island sometimes, but then we need some people around us too, even here in Neverland, Peter Pan is not alone, he is always inviting people to visit, again, please pay attention, no man is an island. Ha! See...it’s easy to avoid writing about me, I changed my mind.

I will not describe myself, first because it’s not that easy, then because I am a Box full of surprises, I don’t want to share everything, just so that the mistery can work it's miracles for you and me.

We should finish this first lesson just by saying again, no man is an island. BUT, we always need our time alone.
Later...

Never Neverland

Hello stranger,

My name is Carla. I live in Never...Neverland... Have you ever heard of it?

I bought a round trip ticket here, thought that I'd stay for a short while, but I decided never to go back. Why?

Simply because I learned a lot of valuable things with the grown-ups, but also learned that's better to live without them. That's why I ripped my return ticket in tiny little pieces.

I'm someone that can be the most annoying and the sweetest person in the world at the same time, and few understand this "girl child" side of mine, a Kid w/ Peter Pan syndrome, (I'm really a "Kiddo"). And I just don't say this....

I've always heard that I'm not easy to read, to understand, maybe for you to be by my side you'll need some kind of "user's manual"...I thought about making one, but then I changed my mind.
I think that maybe this "defect" of being so unpredictable is my biggest quality, because it's that side of me that they admire the most.

For some, I'm just that annoying person and that's it! What the "grown-ups" call childish, foolish a nuance...someone that's not worth the trouble, but even so...try to change me. For those a simple request...leave me alone!

Let me stand for my beliefs...fairy tales, witches, charming princes, dragons, princesses and dungeons, comic book caracters, clowns and most important of all...the human being!
And if you admire me and like me...one piece of advice...don't follow me, I'm lost too...


Kiddo's Home Sweet home...Never Neverland!